11 feb

hai readers wherever you're.. hha akhirnya mood 'rajin' saya balik lagi..
bersihin debu-debu dulu di blog ini..
so many things was happened ketika saya vacum :D
but, saya akan try untuk inget-inget dikit. haha
...
udah 2014. udah cerita baru dong pastinya..
you know lah, tahun 2013 itu kayaknya bener-bener tahun galau banget deh.
hhahaha </3
but, it was left in past..
ternyata oh ternyata, saya bisa juga gan.. bisa move on pastinyaa..
sakit hati? jujur aja, ya masih ada lah.. namanya juga manusia..
tapi yaa saya tetep lah usaha biar mengampuni dan melupakan.
cukup deh cerita lama kemarin. cukup sakit nyaa jatoh disono.. ga mau lagi deh!!
haha
hmm..
readers, there's someone lo yang lagi.. hemm itu lah..
but, ya saya sih belum yakin banget.
soalnya belum pernah deket dan belum sama-sama kenal banget.
ya bisa dibilang masih kakak-adekan doang.. :|
but, dia orang yg buat aku tidur lama lagi dan senyam senyum waktu ngelihat handphone..
tapi ya begitulahh.. lagi-lagi saya takut sakit hati. hemm
abisnya dia lagi punya gebetan. huaaah heartbreak lah. haha </3
kemarin sempet sih siabang agak berubah dikit..
jadi sering nge bbm. duh seneng...banget!! tapi ya begitu. cuma 2hari doang seringnya..
abis itu ya vacum lagi </3
but, yasudahlah.. life must go on..
sebelum beneran sayang, mending dari sekarang deh menjauhnyaa..
 hemm..
aku mau share beberapa foto gilaa yg menurutku bener-bener gilaa deh..
ga tau roh kudus apa yg lagi datang ke aku waktu itu sampe berani buat kayak gituan.
hahah malu-maluin banget :D
perjuangan banget tau gaa. hha
but, itu sudah berlalu jugaa..
yaa, jadi pengalaman aja deh kalo saya udah pernah buat kayak gituan ke seorang cowo yg saya kagumi.. first time soalnya. haha

bye past.. hello future :')

Me!

Mei harus RELA!
Mei harus IKHLAS!
Mei harus KUAT!
Mei harus BISA!
ALL is WELL, dear..
Everyone LOVE YOU!

Demi Lovato - Skyscraper

SKYSCRAPER

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

[Verse 2:]
As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

[Bridge:]
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Bagi kamu yg merasakan, kamu pasti paham dan mengerti maksud dari lagu ini.)

Brian Mcknight - marry your daughter

MARRY YOUR DAUGHTER

Sir, I'm a bit nervous
About being here today
Still not real sure what I'm going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time.
See in this box is a ring for your oldest.
She's my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Cause very soon I'm hoping that I...

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
When she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

She's been here every step
Since the day that we met
(I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I've got most of my vows done so far
(So bring on the better or worse)
And 'til death do us part
There's no doubt in my mind
It's time
I'm ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart...

I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I'd say I do

I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

(lagu ini benar-benar membuat saya semakin menangis malam ini. pengen dinyanyikan lagu ini saat nanti waktu itu tiba :") )

Adele - Make you feel my Love

MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
The winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love

Adele - Hiding my heart

HIDING MY HEART

This is how the story went
I met someone by accident
Who blew me away
Blew me away
And It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, buried them away

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

Dropped you off at the train station
Put a kiss on top of your head
Watched you wave
And watched you wave
Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
And neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home
I call that home

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
Away, yeah

Woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain
And though I wish that you were here
On that same old road that brought me here
It's calling me home
It's calling me home

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I can spend my whole life hiding my heart away

now

Saya bukan tipical cewe yang bisa dengan mudah mengutarakan semua yg saya rasakan.
terkadang saya mengutarakan apa yg saya rasakan melalui 'Lagu'
seperti barusan adalah contohnya.